feeling forgotten

Birthday is tomorrow.  No parties. No trips. No gifts.  And the only person who wants to take me out for a meal chose a restaurant that I could care less about going to.  I finally have a Sunday off work but don't even want to go to church because I don't like sitting alone (especially on my birthday).  :(

tonight

Tonight, I wish I wasn't me.

Changing

Things are changing. I'm not even sure how it is all changing, but it is. Life seem to be ever evolving. My view of the world seems skewed from how I used to see it. The big picture is mostly the same, but I've noticed that it is a little different in the details.